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Apparently, from a very reliable source, my blog have been monitored by some secret information agency, monitoring my every action, my every word, & my every comments. Hope its not some CIA, or FIA or the BIA...... I am not trying to take over the world every night and i guess i would not be gulity for going to Mustafa or Nike Ware house sale ba.

Wait and see...........

Un-bai my ka

Anyways, would Baxtor/WanG cai be a nice name for a Siberian Husky? ahahhaah.. my all time favourtie dog, if i go back Australia i defintely get my dream dog de....Remember Jie told me to name my dog after the "people" that hurt me the most....ahaahahah... but i reckon that was a crazy idea, only siao people can think of such stuff. So i am still sticking to Baxtor/Wang Cai.

Sian, now is 2nd weeek of feb liao, games coming soon le.... sprained leg did not come at the most appropiate time. but i guess its better then injuring it during the games, so i am probably going to get a good shoe and to have more proper support my the ankle, after all, 27 liao le.... not much years to run, jump, sprint and fly like a energic boy on the court le. Have to seriously concentrate on work and GROwing up! ahahahah.... So was thinking of getting the Adidias TMac, cos the support for the ankle is rather good and high, chances of spraining reduces.....

Maybe later tonight i go for a light light jog, i think i can walk normally le.... should i? or shd i stayy at home and play game all day long, eat titbits and enjoy the reason why GOd created Friday? ahhahaah... haiya... think i go gym better la.....haahaahha. Pants getting tighter le....ahahaha...oh o....

The great wall of Jericho

Yesterday night, i finally attempt the "wall"

i had my helmet, my long 4, my S.B.O ( Skeleton battle Order), my 2 full water bottles, my M16 without rounds and magazine,all suit up for the event, and as i await at the starting line. i am all alone, the gust of wind into my face, i take a deep breath, the stopclock started, i start to run the short yet breath taking 150m distance b4 i meet with the first obstacle, the WALL! i reckon the WALL to some is the most difficult of all obstacle in the S.O.C (Simple/Standard Obstacle Course). But particularly for me, I use to hate the jacobs ladder.... cos i am afriad of heights.... thats right.. i am afriad of heights... i have the fear of even standing up cos 188cm is too much the height for me to take. ahahahah.... BUT the issue now is the WALL! its the first obstacle to a long long long course one has to take in life, if u dun make it past this wall, no need to try to clear the rest of the obstacles.. aahhaaah...as i continue running down the 150m route... i see the destination behind the walls and the other obstacles ahead..... i prayed to GOd for wisedom and power, energy and the encourage to plunge the wall, die die also must cross the WALL...as the wall approaches.....20m.....18m.......15.....14....7.....5....4...3...2....1m...... i took off, jumping with all my might.....hoping to get 2 hands on the top of the wall and swing my leg across and jump over the wall.... darn.... i forgot....i sprained my leg! haahaha.... how to jump.... how to even run the 150m, ahahahah... ironic.....hahahahha....so to no ones surprise... i KAN BEAH!! kaoz... that hurts ..... right into the heart of the wall.....lucky got helmet protect, or else will die i guess! Angry liao... BLood boil liao.... the Wall only infront but cannot cross......ANGRRY!!! hahahah

So God told me, dun be depress that the u did not cross the wall, come back when your ankle recovers..... try again, the obstacles behind the wall is tougher.... if you give up now..... you will not know what lays behind the WALL..... but i was thinking... can i dance around the wall with trumpets and blow it until the wall crumbles? like the ones in Jericho? ahhahahaah

Cheers

PS: my best record for SOC during BMT was 7min 59s .... Faster then all the sergant in the company....hahhahhahaha..... Sispec i half way out of course.... OOC... ahaahha...other trainee run SOC... i use my CHANGKOL soften the obstacle SAND! hahhahaah...

Bai Ka Seow on Bus 55

Day: Wednesday

Date: 7th Febuary 2007

Time: 0742hrs

Weather: Half sunny, Half windy

Location: Bus-stop infront of Blk 702 Hougang ave 2

Target: SBS bus 55, license plate SBS 85D

Scene 1:

I enter bus.... managed to step just into it, at the doorstep, then the bus driver got out of the driving seat and started to shout in a commanding voice!

" LAIDY and GENTLMEENS! MOOE IN... MOO IN, BUS DOOR CANNOT CLOSE.. BUS CANNOT MOVE...MOO IN MOO IN!!"

and that was shouted right into my ear, i was actually 70% awake at the point b4 he shouted.... and that totally woke me up! i was actually hoping he will say,

" PLATOON 4 FALL IN FALL IN.... K N N YOU ALL LIKE TO TAKE YOUR TIME RIGHT? NEVER... BLOODY WHOLE LOT KNK IT DOWN... DOWN ... DOWN ... DOWN.... CRUNCHES POSITION CHANGE.... UP UP UP.... PUSH UP POSITION CHANGE... DOWN DOWN... DOWN! "

ahhahah..... ARMY OFFICER WANABE bus driver!! ahhahahaah


Scene 2;

Bus has already travelled a fair distance and that i managed to get out of the Entrance door area, deep into the bus le, well... saw this man with both arms on the railings, exposing his armputs to open air.... as i walk and stood nearer to him... i can sense or rather smell something which is not very appetitising especially when one yearns for Big breakfast change the drink to orange juice in the morning. I quickly scanned him head to toe.... and realised that firstly... his shirt like long time no wash le.... he also look like he long time no bath le....wakao..... k n n... secondly, the eerie smell seems to be coming from him...fortunately... i had to stand ard 1300mm away from him.....however... this safety distance did not spare me the chance to grab a sniff at his egoistic man odour.......wakao... i totally pity the malay auntie who is rather on the shorter side of the scale... and she was totally standing under his armpit! OMG! for once... for once... i thought that being tall was a GOd's gift to me! Thank god, al mighty jesus christ! That totally freaked me out and MA de... macdonalds breakfast tomolo then eat le...

that was my trip on bus 55... rather cool for a lazy wednesday morning....hahahaha
Leg still hurt quite abit... but i can walk fairly well now...hope really 3 days later i can walk more decently..
and 4 days later i can start to jog... all else... i will not be in tip top condition for the games...
i need this urgently..
desperately.. 27 le... how many more years can i go running.. jumping ..flying around like some mad secondary school dude who thinks that tomolo will be a better day...... TOmorrow is not a better day loh.... after games... Tomorows are tiring..achingly aching....sleepyyingly sleepy hungryingly hungry..... u name it... u got it....ahahahah

God bless Wednesday!

Cheers

Bai Ka Seow.....

Ma de! this has officially become a yearly competition season event le.... spraining my leg every one year pre/during season has already been a reality that i have to accept le..... for one year, i have walked the streets with a good and functioning leg, i roam the realm with poise and grace, i rock the courts with speed and agility, however now, i walk like ronald macdonalds who had too much to drink, even my grandmother walks faster then me. It all started with bball again....hahaah...training, monday night, usual mood, finished endurance (boring) training, start to play bball apem sg ONLY 4 v 4, heheheee, songyang marking again, then with the wind in my face i drove the ball into the paint with great ethu and passion making songyang mine, owning him! with my finishing move completed, i landed on his *&^% -ing foot again! Wa!!!!!!!!!! felt 2 twists at the ankle area and before i know it, i was jumping, limbing, shouting, crying, agonising, dancing all around the bball court! what a funny sight though, siao liao, sprained my leg le.... injuried le.... competition over le....train so hard effort go down the drain leh... flushed down the sewer line into the minor sewer.

Reach home le, mum sleeping le... ahahhaha.. no need to kana lectured, leave the leacturing to today evening ba! aahha.. sPrained leg still have to kana scolding! kaoz... sian man everytime, " U So Big le, still bai ka, how you go to work? U like small kid leh! CAnnot take care of yourself" etc etc etc. zzzzzzzzzzz...... heard that a million times le...... But i reckon, once you sprained your legs once, it just keeps coming. Like menustration for girls, once it comes, u see it every month!
mine is just a yearly thingy! haahhaahhaa....

Haiya, for now, i guess its the gym for me le... cannot train on my court fitness, walau, my court fitness now power leh..... thinks to all the sucides i ran! Pray to God that i will be able to walk in 3 days times..
and run in another 3 days times...
haahahahaah...

Cheers

The Art of Waking up

Dear all,

After been an expert on trying to wake up early from late night clubbings and overnight gaming session. Finally, today morning, i have come up with the all time best methods of waiting up, its like the karmasutra of you know what, the art of sun tzu for the battlefield! It is basically divided into 5 small simple steps to aid one in waking up early in the morning under Normal circumstances, like the weather is normal, no rain, ample sleep the previous night etc. etc

1. Upon waking up, try to open ur eyes, spend around 5mins to consider which eye to open first, if there is like eye shit (BAK SAI) use right hand to rub on left eye and vice versa for best and most effective results

2. This only applies if you have a booster or a teddy bear to hug on when you need, in order to wake up efficently, you need to dump that huggable item of yours far far away, as upon waking up, you will realise that the strength of your grip on that huggable items is much much stronger then the actual strength god has bestow upon you on your daily activites. If u have difficulties getting rid of that booster in the morning, the above mentioned process with take around 5 mins.

3. The third step is simple and actually a very good form of exercise to do in the morning, its doing some stretching exericses on the bed, there is not standard form of stretching exercise to follow, the main thing is, as long as you feel that after the stretching, you feel more tired and lazy to get out of bed, the stretching exercise has doned its deeds. This will take 5 to 10mins depending on the size of your bed and the size of your goodself, and of cos how many bones u need to stretch. For me... its ard 7mins.

4. This one is the one i like best, which is COMPLAIN! for girls its called BITCHING! but do make sure that the doors and windows are closed so you wun disturb the nieghbours or ur family, you can start by COmplaining/Bitching about how late u slept and u dun deserve to wake up, you can complain/bitch that why is today only tuesday not fri stuff like that. Makes you feel worst really! Dedicate another 5 mins for this activity.

5. IF you made it to this last step, you would have realised that you have spent at least 15mins on your bed doing crap and totally unproductive stuff which NO ones want to see..... So the last step would be take a deep deep breath and JUMP out of that super cosy blanket of yours... grab your under garments and go toilet to shit, brush teeth bath wash face and whatever you do in the toilet that pleases you.

This is quite interesting though, do take some time to try on this steps, word of advise.... try on days you dun have to work or got something on, cos defintely, you are going to get late, unless you set your alarm to SPOUNGE BOB SQUARE PANTS ring tone or you set your alarm 20mins b4 the actual time you need to wake up.

Cheers

Virus

THanks elaine for the rocher yesterday, i love rocher so much, thats why i love chinese new yrs and christmas, cos everyone buys rochers as gifts! Out of the 5 in the pack, i finished 4...... and CaleB threw me another packet of M&M milk chocolate melts in your mouth not in your hand chocolates, my 2nd fav chocolate! ahhahah.... immediately go home fell sick! Ma de! i hate chocolates! ahahahhaha... now at office... trying hard not to shiver and been drinking heaps of water.... soya bean..... JI HUA CHA.... and Green Tea.... from 830 till now ... i guess i have been to the Loo for 8 times le ba... record high... still got 1.5 hrs to go... can the bladder hold on to it? oR will there be a Guiness World record breaking event be on the roll.....kaoz.... Later suppose to meet glenn, eve and pauline for dinner... lOoks like its porriage for me le... dun think i can make it there alive... faster go home... bath.... wear my "WINTER" clothings ... and watch DVD... or dota....but i feel i shd go n run to sweat it out... but must call South Link Way to accompany me incase i faint or something.....

Duno the virus from who also.... today morning wake up saw my dad and mum all covered in Thick clothings... Ok... Dad on MC le... sick cannot go work.... mum.... have not worked since i was in army.... and my brother.... shouting early in the morning.. ."WA... Everyone no need to work! hhhahah...cool! " i Love my family! hahahahaha... tonight better be a good boy and stay at home..... TOmolo got game against Police..... must win....but first but be fit to play....hahaahahha.......so now.....530 faster come...faster come...faster come...FASTer come....

Why muSt weeKends end so fast?

Seriously, why can't weekends be like of 3 days instead of 2! NOt enough loh! got so many things to do on weekends and work is defintely not one of them. That reminds me of how suckie my previous job was, Saturday Full day, Sunday have to do duties, haiya...... the only thing good was my X manager was a real great Guy... Went with him to Johor for New year shopping and dinner with Sherwin the stupid CPG/Surbana/HDB architect....hahahah.. i brought a bag and a new watch so happy, but bill come.. not happy! haahhaahha.... that also reminds me.... i brought my favourite favourite all time favourite casio CAlculator watch at mustafa on sat....hehehehe.....so cool man! I always wanted that watch since primary school, but dad couldnt afford it and kinda deprive of these material possessions when i was a kid as we weren't well to do in the past. Really want to thank gOd for my Dad for his hard work and his care & concern for the family for the past 28 yrs... . He a too high a benchmark for me to follow i reckon, but if i were like 1/2 of what he was, my future family will be doing just fine. *Still working on it*. WHich comes to a conversation i had with my frd on family issues, its really hard to sacrifice yourself to please others all the time, even though u understand how parents wants and feel that a good son/daughter should be, its really hard to strike that balance. Parents and Children got to learn to accomodate each others lifestyle and way of living, therefore creating better bond-age and relationship among each other....
Hmmm... so whats up the next weekend? lOOking forward to it le.....haahhaahha.... anyone wana KTV? haahahaha

a Start To A new Chapter?

Friday! my fav day of the week, besides sunday! haahhaah.... Today was actually a great day i reckon, work was fine, managed to do up some of the outstanding work still owning. But really want to Thank God that i have a good boss who is willing to help me in my work even though i really suck in it! Especially making so much mistakes and needing her to check and check for me, its not really productive man! I must defintely improve in this area......probably after the ITE Project i get her a Real Big SUn flower to cheer and thank her for helping me so much during my first few months in Kajima.

Met up with the 5 days girl for lunch at the hawker center, kept suaning her that She now so Glam, still can eat hawker center or not? Doesnt the Air, the smoke and the heat bother her? ahahahha... we had the infamous Wet Fried Noodle of the PArkway hawker center! haahahha... first time eating that ...kekeekee....then after, went for another Kopi session at CAFEBAR at Parkway parade, chat about stuff like how i like my job, and how she hates her.....ahahhaahhaah..... she grown up pretty much since we know each other, all the plans for life as be derived and guess she is happy the way is all going! all the best for the friendly skies!

After work, 515... had to rush to Tampines to meet up with some of the church dudes to play ball, on the way there in the Cab along ECP, it started to drizzle, coming to the tampines exit, it started to rain! Gosh! seriously disppointed with whats going on! Was eager and looking forward to the game, as it poured was praying that it might stop and true enough, it stopped in a way and we had fun reaching out to the kids in the neighbourhood.

The whole experience was great, cos its the first time i am actually using basketball, the game i loved so much to reach out to others as a basis. All along, the Game has been a tool for me to gain self confidence, respect and most important to gain recongition from others in the same field. I obtained that among my bball mates, my teammates and my Hougang KAmpong brothers and upon obtaining what i yearn most in the game, i gradually lost the will and motivation to carry on playing it. I have almost got involved in Basketball for 10 yrs... it has made me what i am, my character, my life experiences, my view of life and allowing me to know the people that i knew and so closed with. NO regrets till now as i think i have found the real reason why God give me a 189cm height, 85kg frame, a bmi of 23 ( just calcuated on the cab to tampines), i dare not say my bball skills are great, but i reckon its good enough to bring glory to him le ba. With this approach of reaching to people with bball...... it gives me a new motivation and drive to improve myself in the game, During this season's competition, i will try my best to play my role in the team and to achieve the championships and probably another national team call up..... but this time not for myself, but for GOd i guess......

Got to think about how all this will fit into my working life, my extra C.A and to come up with a real good approach to start the BALL rowing... praying hard.... i knw someone out there is also praying for me..... i will pray for her for wisdom to handle stuff in her life that she doesnt know how to handle, pray that the solution will come from you only & that all that around will be blessed by her as you make her your salt and light in her own circle of friends and family. i knw i was blessed through her..... thank lord......( wow at these point of time, i recieved a prayer msg! ) hahaahhaha..... Hppy, tomorrow go mustafa to buy my casio calculator watch and to eat banananaa leaf! ekkekeee yummy! weeKends are meant to be of ZERO SELF DISCIPLINE,ZERO SELF CONTROL and ZERO WATEVER YOU WANA DO! haahhahahah...

I LOVE BABIES

I LOVE BABIES!!!!

Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these."
Mattew 19:14

Ain't babys the cutest of all creatures,

This dude is the stoner of all stoners the rock of all rocks....was waiting for my Andy to dress up to go Work together, while waiting, his little prodigy child woke up, from far, my Baby sensor detected usual movement in the bedroom so i hurried in with my 1.3 megapixel o2 mini phone and hoping to catch some shoots of the awakening of an infant....managed to get 3 good shots! Then i told the little rascal.....dude, so early wake up for what? you can lai chuang....go back to lai la.....i want to lai also cannot lai....then he gave me the Stone Face le....eheheheh.... then that stopid ANdy take the bloody time to walk around and complain he got no shirt to wear.... and gosh.... seeing him half nake is not a very presant sight... as specially when early in the morning, its always good to see something beautiful but upon the sight of him topless, seriously, he could jolly well spoilt my day....

The day went on with me nearly missing the dot for work! kaoz! i must maintain my clean record of reaching work earlY!!! cannot be lazy! The rest of the day will be boring i presume, work, microsoft excel, work, toilet breaks, lunch and such....zzzzzzzzz

Today recieved a stalk of SUN FLOWER from my collegue..... so cool! i put it in my COffee cup, was thinking of using Yakult bottle but its pretty dumb to do so....i got some a little something too to motivate her in life.... aahahhaahha....

PS: Tonight must go do a 6Km before i sleep..... been eating too much M&M milk chocolate melts in your mouth not in your hands! XINGYAN la... kaoz.....

Getting OLd but not the WiSe....

first of all.... i ain't no Oji San ( Uncle in Japanese some call it), how i wished i get termed as tall dark handsome la, charming la, cool la... such and such. Oji San isn't one of the best term to describe a male in his Mid Late 20s with much to offer to the society! ha.... but come to think again..... Anyone knw what the Term WOLS means?...............................................................................................................................................
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... Come on... surely u guys can do better then that! IT means SLOW!!!!! hahahhaha...bet none of you guys know loh.... someone haolian to me that it is a term all young people use nowadays. So Hip and in.... seriously... this really proves that TIME is catching up on me le....

Though i am like mid late 20s le.... but there are probably some stuff that i need to wise up. Today after hte TUngshan game, though i was all hype up during the game, but i could defintely played better with my analysis of the game and putting more detail thoughts into it.... wa.... i very sleepy le...... can i finish this blog tomorrow? just post it first la.........eyes closing...... sign of age catching up....

The Wall

I have a wall ahead of me.... ...... someone is behind that wall...... i face it.......

1. should i find a way to climb over?

2. Alternate route over?

3. Bash through that wall with my head?

i really don't know how to go from here.... feeling very dilemmatic.....

I pray to GOD & asked for wisdom..... still waiting.

SunDay got to be my favourite day!

"....... and on the seventh day God ended his work which he had done, and he rested on the seventh day from all his work which he had done." Genesis 2:2

Went to church with Val on Saturday to Trinity Christian Centre, found the church really cool, the people where all younger... the msg was touching and the road marshallers abit unneccessary. So with this ... i was excused on Sunday and thought i could sleep late, however, even though i slept at 0545 in the morning after the st james trip and had to go ALL the Freaking way to Jurong to send a girl home and all the way back to hougang all because of the God damn simon's passion and logic for making his frds go with him to send girls home... MF! Contradicting that i feel so holy after church and evil-lyingly unholy 10 hrs later.... kaoz...

So i woke up at 900.... thinking what did i deserve to not sleep late? ma de... wait up le cannot sleep le... so i went swimming...swim was good... the sun was great.... Saw the HIDDEN Agenda-ed couple Julia and Kieren at the pool, singapore so small.... Julia literally attacked me at the pool and i seriously got a slight shock from it. After hanging ard those 2 for a while... decided that lunch should be on the menu next.. and as i was packing my stuff for home... i saw the 2nd funniest thing i encounted... ( the 1st funniest shit will be explained later). The scene goes like this..... 2 indian guys.... looks like BOLLYWOOD actors were undressing at the side of the pool for their swim. Incredibly, one was in WHITE trunks .... the OTher in RED... how patriotic... to singapore not india i mean. Then... one managed to dug out a BANANA BOAT GOLDEN BROWN SUNTANNING LOTION, SPF 0 and start rubbing the others guys back. Observation

number 1.Indians......sunblock i agree!

Indians..... SUN TAN lotion SPF 0..... i duno

number 2. BOllyWood wannabes rubbing each others back..... i duno also

i am sure that there is a reasonable explaination for the above mentioned....

however, its just a presant slight to be in... no further comments

LAter in the day, went to Nike warehouse sale with a long long long long long long long long time frd, we go way back..... i picked her up at Kovan Mrt....and she said she had to redraw money, so i drove her to the carpark infront of the DBS bank at KOvan and waited there for her.... i told her i will be around here as theere are alot of cars and i do not wish to obstruct the traffic behind me... so i found a comfortable position and parked my car in like the rest of the cars. Then came the sweet smart frd of mine and as i see her walking towards my car through my Rear mirror, the number 1 funny thing happened as she opened the door of the car behind me and nearly got in..... i was like damn! is that humanly possible? funny thing is... she just like blur-ly walked forward and started looking for my car... which was just infront of her.... it was way too funny and funny to a point, that laughter did not came at all....i was way to choked up by the scene and the ability to laugh was taken away from me... Basically, that sums up my sunday... was a good one.... and i slept at 1000 with newton circus hawker centre's duck rice, and stringray still in my tummy.....

God blessed my weekend... hope it did to hers.....hahahaaaa

Creation of God

In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth...........so God created man in his own image; in the image of GOd, He created him; male and female He created them. (Genesis 1:1-27)

God gave legs so man can Run, some chases buses, while other chase dreams.

I literally chased dreams and i pulled a hamstring while i was sleeping last night... now cannot exercise already.... feeling down.....

Can't Sleep

its 430 in the morning.....and its really been a long time since i lost sleep, some major changes going on in my life i reckon.... or probably i was still too hyped up after the TOng whye game..... die... later go work should zzzzzzzz.............lets have a game of Dota first..kekeee

Simplicity?

First... did i get simplicity spelt right? ahahha... i do miss the one who keeps correcting my english! hhaahahha.... shes hell one of a gal, my angmo did improve a fair bit when she was around, now she in some country teaching liao! ahahha... all the best man! will miss you....
So.... simplicity.... is it the best word to describe me? i guess so, but in this world and society, simple people don't really survive well. Seen it at work, seen it among friends, seeing it almost eevery day! So... what is the right thing to do now? I'll pray to God to ask for wisedom.... i know that God works in way we cannot see, really hope he lead and guide me through this unpredictable world...... i pray for growth in him, and all that around me be blessed through me... pray that i will always be as chirpy & fun loving and not be changed to someone which i dread the most to become......thank god....

2006 - 2007

Gosh.... its really been a while since i updated my blog, the month of december and january was way to hectic for me to handle, started work, met alot of new amazing new friends, trying very hard to meet up with old ones. This 2 months is probably the best 2 mths i had since last year ba! Settling down at work was easy, alot of good collegues aided alot! Jonathon came back from Australia and we totally got ourselves totally wasted during the christmas and new year season. Diving activities stepped up as the hantu dive and the sentosa dive adds up to a whole new experience. 2006 was the past now i reckon, many things i didnt achieve then i hope i can do it in 2007, since now i have a decent career for a start. Maybe, the time for a great relationship to look forward too....just maybe....

God works in amaZing ways

Yesterday night was so incredible, that incident was like of the most amazing that has happened this year, i reached home at around 12 last night and found that my once in a blue moon brother out till so late, then i texted him that i will lock the door if he don't come back soon, just to tease him, he replied almost immediately that " I am coming back, don't lock!" , however i did accidentally lock the door Subconcisouly without even knowing and i went to bed. Funny thing is, i had a stomache cramp 0511hrs in the night and darn that hurts! i bet it hurts more then mensual cramps! ( Sorry ladies, i learnt that mensual cramps are good excuses for MC, so i learnt from her and to me, i think mensual cramps are like ant bites) Back to the incident, i woke up with that cramp in my stomache and that was pretty strange, i didnt do any stomach related exercise recently and God knows where the cramp is from, then upon waking up and shaking off the cramp, i decided to take a piss, i peeped into my brothers room, actually hoping that i can find a girl sleeping beside him but all i found was an empty bed and gosh! Fuck! did i lock the door and he couldn't come in and had to sleep at the staircase? i immediately ran to the door and found out that i really locked that damn door! so i unlocked it, open the door and hope not to find my brother sleeping outside, that thought was totally dumb but surprising! amazing, i saw this darn brother of mine walk out of the lift and happily smiled to me saying! " Wa... wake up to welcome me home!" This whole incident was totally messed up! Don't you think that God really worked in ways you cannot see? Gosh i love the way he does things! Love you so! However, i didnt sleep after that and was so stoned on my 3rd day of work........

Well... just want to complain here that yesterday was crap! haaha.... went to my new office to check out the environment, not that bad! Had a chat with the Japanese project manager there who seems quite alright, a vivid tennis and golf player. The HR girls are pretty Ok too... but i think they are at the 30s liao, so no Go! After work... went shopping at Parkway parade, kaoz... amazing discovery! It has all the shops in the world... G2000, U2, Giordano, Mango, Espirit, Top Shop BeetleBug, Giant, Cold Storage .... you name it... they almost got it. Then went to meet J and Kiat for lunch at ayam lucky plaza.... the food was nice... had CATFISH rice or something.....then it was back to work, helped J do up the signage sticker thingy at the shop and even gave a consultation session to the indonesian client on how dumb their design was on their signages...ahha. Then J give me 15 bucks for the efforts in put in and decided to use that money to take a cab home, however Kiat wants to hang out in Orchard before he goes to another place so we went Fitness First to check out the rates and most importantly the babes... so is 133 per month a good deal to work out in a gym that is smaller then my house. So... off to my second destination, cherith baptist church to hang christmas decos.... that was rather fun. So that sums up my day.... all i wanted to complain was i had to wear shirt and pants to do all of the following above!

life goes on....

what a sunday.... woke up late for church, got a lecture by my mum! no breaks in between... straight 2 hrs lecture...ahah. After church, went to have lunch at some indonesian kopitiam. Then head home straight for a whole afternoon of gaming. This has been going on for a few month straight... i have been losing the desire to go out. I need a break man, fortunately i am starting work soon, wonder how i will fare in the new environment? God help me, my life is getting suckier as the days go by........but life goes on.....